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The campfire's crackle became the evening's soundtrack, each log Kain tossed into the flames punctuating the night with bursts of light and warmth. Sparks danced upwards, as the gentle breeze wove smoke around us, encircling the small assembly of settlers like a shawl. The afternoon’s efforts, spent wrestling Glenda's car from the stubborn grip of the earth, had drained me more than I was willing to admit. The growing collection of eclectic personalities around the camp hadn't helped, each new face adding complexity to an already challenging situation. Despite my weariness and growing aversion to the social intricacies of our little community, Joel's eagerness to be part of the evening's gathering had pulled me into the fold. Seeing him there, my son, settled on his log with an expectant look, reminded me that some things were more important than my own reluctance. His presence here, among friends and makeshift family, was a small but significant triumph.

"Chicken tikka?" The question came from Luke, who navigated the circle with an ease that seemed at odds with the precious cargo he carried—an assortment of Indian dishes, a rare takeaway treat. The convenience of takeaway, a luxury so distant from our current reality, somehow made these moments of shared meals even more poignant. It was a reminder of life beyond our camp, a connection to a world we were all struggling to remember and preserve. Luke's procurement of these dishes, a break from our usual self-prepared meals, had a special way of drawing us together, underlining the importance of shared experiences and the simple pleasures that could unite us, even here in the barren wilderness.

"Lois, sit!" The command from Glenda, aimed at the ever-enthusiastic retriever, momentarily pulled my attention away from the ongoing distribution of food. Lois's excitement, mirroring the energy of the group, was a bright spot in the evening. I missed Karen's reply to Luke's offer, but found that the specifics of who ate what mattered little to me. My thoughts were singular in focus: As long as I get butter chicken.

The disruption drew my attention downward to Duke, sprawled between my boots, a picture of complete exhaustion. The day had been an adventure for him, filled with the highs of making a new friend in Lois and the lows of realising he couldn't quite match her boundless energy. Initially, Duke's enthusiasm was palpable, his tail wagging a testament to the joy of newfound companionship. However, as the hours wore on, Lois's relentless vigour proved too much, and Duke, despite his valiant attempts, simply couldn't keep up. Now, he lay there, a furry testament to the day's endeavours, breathing softly in the warmth of the campfire's glow.

Henri, in contrast, seemed to have navigated the day's challenges with a different strategy. From a distance, his satisfied snort reached my ears, a sound that spoke volumes of his disposition towards the day's events. Unlike Duke, Henri had opted for seclusion, steering clear of Lois's enthusiastic overtures and the increasing bustle of camp life. His choice to remain aloof had paid off when, after moving his bed outside near the campfire, he located it with precision, settling into its familiar comfort with an almost audible sigh of relief. Henri's ability to find tranquility amidst the camp's liveliness, as long as his personal space remained inviolate, was a small victory in the constant flux of our shared space.

"And butter chicken for you," Luke's voice snapped me back to the present, the warmth of the plastic container in my hand bringing a smile to my face despite the day's fatigue. The sauce, rich and vibrant, escaped its confines, a streak of culinary comfort against the backdrop of our makeshift camp. My gratitude was a simple nod, the taste of the spiced tomato sauce a brief escape to a world less complicated than our own.

However, my brief moment of contentment was interrupted as I noticed Luke bypassing Joel. "Hey, what about Joel?" I found myself saying, sharper than intended, my protective instincts flaring as Luke paused, his expression one of genuine surprise.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realise he could eat," Luke's admission, though apologetic, struck a nerve. The thought that Joel's needs might be overlooked in such a basic way ignited a frustration in me that was hard to contain. "Of course, he can fucking eat!" My response, perhaps more forceful than necessary, was driven by a mix of concern for Joel and irritation at the oversight.

Luke's subsequent interaction with Joel, offering a choice of beef madras, did little to quell my irritation. Joel's hoarse acceptance of the offer was a small comfort, but the exchange left a bitter taste, one not even the butter chicken could dispel. As Luke moved on, my glare lingered, a silent challenge to the casual disregard that had momentarily threatened the sense of community that was developing. In this new world of ours, every gesture, every word, carried weight, and I found myself more vigilant than ever in ensuring that Joel was not left feeling marginalised.


"Ahem," Paul's throat clearing sliced through the ambient sounds of the evening, his voice carrying that unmistakable tone of self-importance that set my teeth on edge. He plowed ahead, not bothering to wait for the murmured conversations around the fire to quieten, "I need everyone to check in at the Drop Zone regularly to see whether Luke has brought any of your belongings. Or perhaps there might be something there that you find you need." The suggestion, while practical on the surface, reeked of Paul's thinly veiled attempt to dodge the more physically demanding tasks around the camp. Typical Paul, I thought, my eyes rolling so hard I worried they might get stuck that way. The man seemed to have a talent for crafting policies that conveniently lightened his own load.

"That sounds reasonable enough," Chris's response was diplomatic, his willingness to see logic in Paul's proposal was a testament to his patient nature, but Karen's immediate retort was a spark ready to ignite.

"Reasonable?" Karen's voice was sharp, her glare at Chris almost palpable in the firelight. "It's a long way to walk just to check. I'm too busy to wander over to simply check." Her frustration mirrored my own sentiments exactly. The idea of trekking to the Drop Zone on the off chance that something of ours had arrived seemed like an unnecessary expenditure of energy we could ill afford.

"I'm with Karen on this one," I found myself saying, jumping into the fray with a sense of solidarity. The moment was ripe for opposition, and I was all too happy to lend my voice to the chorus of dissent. "Too busy." The words were out before I could weigh them, a knee-jerk reaction to Paul's suggestion and a reflection of my growing irritation with his attitude.

"Busy!" Paul's exclamation was incredulous, his tone bordering on scornful. "All you've done is sit in the tent for the past two days!" His accusation, aimed squarely at me, was a low blow, ignoring the myriad ways each of us contributed to the camp's survival, visible or not.

"Fuck off, Paul!" The words left my mouth with a venom I hadn't intended to unleash, but the frustration had been brewing for too long. The piece of chicken on my fork chose that moment to make its dramatic exit, tumbling into my lap as if to punctuate my anger. I growled, a guttural sound of annoyance, and with a flick of my wrist, sent the offending piece of food into the flames of the campfire. It was a small, petulant act, but it felt satisfying in the moment.

"Didn't you want to be responsible for managing the Drop Zone anyway?" Luke's question, laced with a subtle challenge, was directed at Paul, his sideways glance cutting through the tension like a knife.

"I'm happy to wander over. It'll be a nice break and good to see what's there," Chris chimed in, his voice carrying a hint of diplomatic neutrality.

My eyes couldn't help but roll again, a silent commentary on the situation. This time, however, I opted for silence, my thoughts loud enough in my own head without adding to the verbal fray.

"You make a good Drop Zone manager, Paul," Glenda's endorsement came with a genuine tone, her support for Paul casting a positive light on the proposed solution.

"Well, he is shit at building things," Kain's muttered observation, though barely above a whisper, didn't escape my ears. The candidness of his comment, a stark contrast to the more diplomatic exchanges, forced a smirk onto my face—an involuntary reaction to the blunt honesty that Kain brought to the table.

"I think our settlement has more chance of thriving if we each focus on our own strengths," Glenda continued, her gaze briefly meeting Kain's before he looked away, a silent acknowledgment of the truth in her words. Her suggestion was a call for specialisation, a reminder that our survival depended not just on effort, but on the effective allocation of skills and talents.

Glenda's attention turned back to Paul. "With Luke bringing supplies through so quickly now, perhaps it would be best if the Drop Zone had a dedicated Manager." Her proposal was logical, a structured approach to managing the lifeline that the Drop Zone represented for us all.

"Fine," Paul's agreement, though reluctant, was a concession to the collective will. "I'll be responsible for notifying people when things arrive for them and for keeping the Drop Zone in some sort of order."

"Marvellous," Karen's approval, succinct and without further comment, seemed to draw a line under the discussion. It was a begrudging acceptance of a new status quo, one that might just bring a semblance of order.

Paul's declaration cut through the lingering silence, his voice firm with resolve, "But... if I am going to be going back and forth so often, we need to do something about this bloody dust! We need to build a road." The suggestion, practical as it was, underscored the endless battle we faced against the elements. The dust was more than just a nuisance; it was a constant reminder of the harshness of our environment, a barrier to efficiency and comfort alike.

"Fair enough," Glenda's agreement came quickly, her pragmatic nature recognising the necessity of Paul's proposal. It was a rare moment of consensus, one that highlighted our collective desire for improvement, however incremental it might be.

"I can help with that," Chris chimed in, his hand shooting up with an eagerness that felt oddly out of place in the ruggedness of our surroundings. His gesture, reminiscent of a keen student in a classroom, elicited an involuntary scoff from me. His weakness will get us all killed, the thought echoed in my mind, a harsh judgment perhaps, but one born of the relentless pressure to survive.

"Yeah, I guess we could all pitch in," Kain added, his voice carrying a note of solidarity as he scanned the group, seeking agreement. His suggestion was a rallying call, an attempt to unify us in the face of yet another challenge.

My gaze, drifting away from the circle, found Joel just as he spoke three raspy words: "I'll help too." The readiness in his voice, fragile yet determined, almost propelled me into objection. The instinct to protect him, to shield him from the rigours of our reality, was nearly overwhelming. Yet, the glint of resolve in his eyes, illuminated by the campfire's dance, stayed my words. This time. The silent concession was a testament to my conflicting emotions—pride in Joel's courage mingled with an ever-present fear for his well-being.

In that moment, as the group began to coalesce around the idea of building a road, I was reminded of the delicate balance we navigated daily. Each decision, each task, bore weight beyond its immediate impact, shaping not just our physical surroundings but the very fabric of our community. And as we each grappled with our roles within this fledgling society, it was the unspoken bonds, the shared glances, and the moments of restraint that often spoke loudest, painting a portrait of resilience in the face of uncertainty.


The swift descent of twilight brought a crisp chill to the air, transforming the campfire into a beacon of warmth and light for us, the new settlers in this unfamiliar land. The usual cacophony of post-dinner conversation, lively and unstructured, had been a constant backdrop to the evening. It was abruptly pierced by the haunting melody of a raspy voice, drifting towards us on the breeze. My eyes instinctively sought out Joel, the source of this unexpected serenade. Knowing the hurdles he had faced with his speech, the sound of him humming was both astonishing and deeply moving, sending an involuntary shiver through me.

The melody was elusive, a tune that felt both ancient and intimate, as if it were woven from the very fabric of our shared experiences. My mind raced to identify it, but the familiarity was just out of reach, like a memory dancing on the edge of consciousness. Then, as seamlessly as the hum had begun, it evolved into words—a simple verse that seemed to encapsulate our collective journey:

"Let us celebrate our story

The words we've yet to write.”

The transformation of Joel's humming into song was a revelation. The lyrics, simple yet profound, resonated with a truth that touched something deep within me. Here we were, gathered around the fire, each of us bearing our own scars and stories, yet united by a common purpose. Joel's song, his voice finding strength and clarity in the moment, was a reminder of our resilience, of the hope that continued to drive us forward against all odds.

Glenda's sudden movement, a graceful rise from her seated position, momentarily halted Joel's song, drawing a hush over our small assembly. Yet, his attention never wavered from the mesmerising dance of the flames before him, as if the fire itself was a conduit for his newfound voice.

"Please, don't stop. You have a beautiful voice," Glenda encouraged, her words soft yet filled with a sincere admiration that seemed to bridge the distance between them. Joel's response was not through words but in action; without missing a beat, or even offering a sign that he'd acknowledged her praise, he began anew. His voice, once silenced by circumstance, now filled the night air with a hauntingly beautiful melody.

The interlude, while Glenda retrieved her violin, stretched long, filled with anticipation. Upon her return, the violin in her hands seemed less an instrument and more an extension of herself, a bridge between her soul and the rest of us. The initial notes she played, a bit hesitant and searching, quickly found their place beside Joel's humming, weaving together in a spontaneous duet that felt as old as time and as fresh as the moment it was created.

"You know this song?" Karen's question, born of curiosity and wonder, broke the spell momentarily. Her inquiry reflected the thoughts of us all, marvelling at the seamless unity of voice and string before us.

"Not until now," Glenda's response, delivered without cessation of her playing, hinted at the magic of the moment. Her ability to join Joel's tune so effortlessly spoke volumes of her talent and the universal language of music that knows no barriers. It was as if the melody had always existed, waiting for the right moment to be brought to life by their combined talents.

The musical exchange had ignited a spark of curiosity within me. Was this melody a newfound creation from Joel's own mind? The thought lingered as Luke, ever the attentive host, wove through our gathering, ensuring each of us had a drink in hand. My focus, however, remained intently on Joel as he wove his spell with the same haunting refrain, the words and melody echoing into the night:

"Let us celebrate our story

The words we've yet to write.

How we all wound up with glory

In the world we fought to right.”

The song, with its poignant lyrics and melody, was a mystery; it resonated with a sense of familiarity yet was entirely unknown to me. Compelled by a surge of pride and affection for Joel, I reached out, placing my hand gently on his knee in a silent gesture of support and admiration. But the sensation that greeted me was unexpected—a palpable vibration that startled me into withdrawing my hand as if burned by the fire itself.

After a moment's hesitation, driven by a mix of concern and curiosity, I allowed my hand to drift back to Joel's knee. The vibration was undeniable, stronger than before, pulsating with an energy that seemed to defy explanation. It wasn't merely physical; it felt charged with something more, an unseen force that buzzed with the intensity of a hidden current. The sensation was bewildering, leaving me grappling with questions that had no immediate answers. What the fuck could it be?

"To Joel!" Luke's voice, robust and filled with warmth, cut through the haze of my contemplation like a beacon, prompting an instinctive reaction from those gathered around the fire. The chorus of voices that followed, a unified "To Joel!" resonated with a heartfelt fervour, their cheers scattering into the night, mingling with the void above.

My glance swept across the faces illuminated by the campfire's glow. Each member of our makeshift family appeared caught up in the moment, their attention fixed on the simple joy of celebrating one of our own. Yet, beneath the surface of my own cheer, a thread of perplexity wove through my thoughts, tethered to the strange sensation I'd encountered just moments before.

"To Joel," my voice added to the chorus, my attempt at enthusiasm tinged with an undercurrent of concern. Despite my efforts to immerse myself in the camaraderie, I couldn't shake the niggling suspicion that something extraordinary was at play. The vibration I had felt in Joel's leg, so distinct and yet inexplicable, had ceased as abruptly as it began, leaving a trail of questions in its wake.

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